So after my mini emotional break down, and LOTS of much needed crying. I'm finally almost 100% back to my post op, happy Mags.
I've joined a Gym and have committed to at LEAST 3 times a week. So far so good. I've been my 3 times this past week, and I've lost 4 POUNDS! I've finally also broken my damn plateau.
I had a tiny fill at the doctors this week, I'm almost to my 'sweet spot'. And I couldn't be happier. It's taken 6 flipping months to get here.
My sister is my best friend, my rock. She's also helped me out this week, more than she knows!! This past week of work was super, super shitty. And so I went to Kansas City Friday night, with Tony, and we stayed in with my sister and Brother In Law. I just needed to get the hell out of Topeka. Even if it was just one night, it did wonders for me!!! It's amazing how some people in your life can just instantly make you smile, and feel better.
So I've decided to start doing some good things for me again.
The first is to start up my food journal and exercise journal again. I know that helped me in the first 3 months post op, and that's when I did the BEST at eating and exercising. The second is to keep being diligent and working on things or situations that are making me unhappy. I've come too damn far to let some negative people or situations bring me down. The last is to spend some more quality time with Tony. We've been so busy lately that we haven't had time for us. And that bothers me. We're newly engaged and planning our wedding. I want to spend a night in with him, or do a date night, whatever. I just want some one on one time with my love...
I hope everyone has a great week! Mine will be busy to say the least.
<3 - Mags